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| (30/12/1990) |
An
Experience of Ecstasy in a free fall. |
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"I am crouching
in the doorway of a Cessna airplane at 10,500 feet, waiting to climb
out onto the wing-strut and wheel. I feel very tense and my mind
is shouting, "Come on, come on, let's go, let's go." An
instructor, a Vietnam vet..." Read the article. |
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| 2004 |
Preamble
on Astral travelling |
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I
am a light sleeper, suffer from insomnia, often wake up throughout the night and
usually remember my dreams, some of which are incredibly vivid. Read
the complete article... |
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| 1984 |
My
first out-of-body experience. |
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My
first out-of-body experience was in 1984. I had been doing Osho's Dynamic Meditation
every morning from 6:00am - 7:00am for a few weeks. Read
the complete article... |
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| 1991 |
Consciousness moving from the head to the heart. |
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During the third stage of Dynamic Meditation - that is the silent standing stage - I felt like I could go mad. It was frightening but I allowed the feeling to be there. Then I felt the energy shift upwards and the feeling cleared. A minute or so later my consciousness dropped from my head into the heart space. My head felt just like a hand or a foot. My mind - my consciousness was in the heart space in my chest. It stayed like this for a few minutes before moving back into the head. |
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| 1991 |
Sexual
tension with a blonde triggers an altered state of consciousness. |
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On
this occasion I had invited a woman friend to a party, at the house that I shared
with a few friends. Read the complete article... |
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| 1993 |
An
OBE triggered by an electrical storm. |
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I
was living in a house that perched on the side of a hill, just 100m from the beach. Read the complete article... |
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| 1995 |
High
negative ionisation triggers an OBE. |
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It
was summer, and I had just purchased an Elanra negative ion generator which I
used for the first time that night. Read the
complete article... |
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| 2004 |
Attempting
to get contact details from a character in a lucid dream. |
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In
this lucid dream I say to myself, "I am having a lucid dream therefore I
can fly and do anything." So I fly but cannot get very far from the ground. Read the complete article... |
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| 23/8/2003 |
How
Awareness Revealed Itself To Me |
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I was at my Tuesday evening Tai Chi class. The classes are informal and held outside, under a shelter at a
local school, which opens onto a playing field. Read the
complete article... |
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| 27/10/2003 |
Watching
the body go to sleep. |
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I get into bed, make myself
comfortable and then I remain with the Awareness. There are gaps in the internal
dialogue. Read the complete article... |
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| 5/11/2003 |
An
experience of silence and awareness. |
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I was discussing meditation
with a couple of new friends and went into a detailed explanation of how to get
an experience of the Awareness. Read the complete
article... |
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| 7/11/2003 |
Merging
consciousness with a friend in Meditation. |
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I
had spent an hour in meditation late one Friday evening, with a friend, listening
to a taped discourse on Zen by Osho. Read the complete
article... |
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| 8/11/2003 |
An
experiential understanding of how we reflect ourselves in the 'other'. |
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When
we talk about someone being a mirror, what do we mean? First we need to clarify
some concepts. Object and subject. Read the complete article... |
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| 25/6/2004 |
Learning
to understand the symbols of the inner reality and integrating it with the waking
world. |
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Osho
tells us that the physical body and each of the subtle bodies has its own symbols
of dreaming and its own reality. Read the complete article... |
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| 14/12/2004 |
Coming
to a point of understanding. |
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After
witnessing a series of memories, while engaged in the drop through meditation
technique, I came to an actual point of understanding, at which time the emotion
associated with the gestalt of memories disappeared. Read
the complete article... |
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| 15/12/2004 |
Another
experiences of merging consciousness with a friend. |
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I had the same type of experience
last night with a woman friend. Read the complete
article... |
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| 22/12/2004 |
Discovering
the 'I'. |
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I was sitting in meditation last night and reflecting on how consciousness and content equals the mind. Read
the complete article... |
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| 26/12/2004 |
Using
awareness to silence the internal dialogue. |
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If you watch the internal
dialogue very closely during meditation it will often disappear, but in an everyday
situation it is a little more challenging to quieten it. Read
the complete article... |
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| 27/12/2005 |
An
explosion of light. |
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While
asleep I experienced an explosion of light that had no form. Read
the complete article... |
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| 8/5/2006 |
I
have touched the face of God. |
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While
practising vastness meditation during one of my 7 week meditation classes I experienced
the following: Read the complete article... |
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| 22/5/2006 |
Being
total in an experience. |
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I
was walking along the Burleigh foreshore after a walk and had nearly reached the
car park when through the trees looking out over the ocean to the headland a WW1
airplane appeared at about 150 feet above the ground and as if from nowhere. Read
the complete article... |
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| 27/5/2006 |
On
discovering myself in a dream. |
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I
came across myself in a dream. The me in front of myself had sensitivity, kindness,
compassion and beauty. Read the complete article... |
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| (~01/06/2006) |
Intense
fear during meditation replaced by a felt presence |
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A
woman sent me the following email: "I had a scary encounter the other night
when i was meditating. I did not ground myself and i live in a two story house
and i am sure there was something else in the room with me that night. I was a
bit scared but now i am meditating out side and looking forward to coming to Zen
and the Art of Living again." N.T.
My
response: "It sounds like an experience of the right amygdala which is associated
with negative emotions such as fear, depression, anger, rage, and experiences
of demons and devil." Read
the reply |
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| 6/7/2006 |
An
orgasm with existence. |
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The
experience I am about to relate I had four days ago so I will try and recollect
it as best I can. For some time now while sitting in meditation there has been
the sense of being on the edge of ecstasy. Read
the complete article... |
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| 25/7/2006 |
Cosmic
orgasm update. |
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I
just learned that a friend of mine has cosmic orgasms when he receives or gives Deeksha. Read the complete article... |
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| 2/8/2006 |
The
night I fell in love with God. |
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Since
the first cosmic orgasm I have had many smaller orgasms at various plateaus of
ecstasy. Read the complete article... |
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| 15/8/2006 |
Thoughts
about conception. |
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Consider
that you were conceived out of love. Your mother and father were making love,
both of them had an orgasm and perhaps moments later the sperm reached the egg
which was fertilised. Read the complete article... |
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| 4/8/2006 |
Unbridled
joy. |
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While
trying to get to sleep I came across a space of unbridled joy in the heart. Read
the complete article... |
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| 10/08/2006 |
Remembering
the state of grace. |
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This
evening I discovered how to give myself Deeksha. I sit in meditation for half
an hour then see a golden liquid either moving upwards or downwards through the
chakras. Read the complete article... |
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| 06/05/2007 |
Have
the Courage to be who you are. |
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"It
is as if society has a strategy to condemn you for who you are but they then encourage
you to be like someone else." Read
the article... |
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| 22/05/2007 |
Being
Freed from the Cage. |
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"To
set the context for this article I need to mention that I use an internal representation
of the cartoon character Tweety Pie as a resource to change my internal dialogue.
What I do is replace the tonality of any negative internal dialogue with that
of Tweety Pie which then has the effect of changing my state.... I feel free.
I am free of something of which I know not. I wonder who is free?" Read
the article... |
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| 30/05/2007 |
On
the Natural Flow of Energy. |
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"Last
night I did gibberish and laughter meditation with friends in Crabbes Creek. After
the gibberish and laughter we sat silently in meditation. I imagined I was sitting
in a lake of golden liquid. I scooped the golden liquid into a bowl and poured
it over my head. Then I imagined a stream of golden liquid pouring down upon me
from above. This then turned into an image of sitting under a small water fall." Read the article... |
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| (31/05/2007) |
A
brilliant white light at the third eye. |
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" ... It was difficult to see because of the darkness. Around the area of
my forehead an image of a battery operated torch formed. Then a brilliant white
light formed against a black background at the area of the third eye. It was as
bright as a piece of magnesium ribbon burning and it radiated light around itself." Read the article... |
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| (03/06/2007) |
Understanding
is the Key to Personal Evolution |
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"Just
before dropping off to asleep last night an image formed of something that looked
like a single sperm cell reaching the wall of something. Intense sexual desire
arose in the body.... Understanding is the key to personal evolution. How to create
the space so that understanding happens is the real secret. You can learn the
specifics of that in the Bliss Technique..." Read
the article... |
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| (13/06/2007) |
An
experience of bliss during Deeksha |
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"A
few days before I had been playing with a new meditation exercise which I call The Angel of Love. The exercise stimulates, as far as I understand it,
the left amygdala. It gives you a felt presence of love.
So
last night we did the Chakra Dyana (meditation). I have got quite good at visualising
golden liquid so my energy was quite high. Then we did the invocation before receiving
Deeksha. While I was waiting for Deeksha and during it I played with the Angel
of Love technique..." Read the
article. |
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| (24/07/2007) |
Osho
gives me Deeksha |
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"Last
night I had a dream. I was at a gathering of Sannyasins and Osho selected me to
receive Deeksha. He took off a money belt that I had been wearing. I picked up
the belt to inspect it. It was hard, constricting, had a lot of pockets and it
was empty..." Read the article. |
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