Abby Eagle's Journal
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Towards
an understanding of Astral travelling and out-of-body experiences (OBE's).
Preamble
on Astral Travelling
I am a light sleeper, suffer from insomnia,
often wake up throughout the night and usually remember my dreams, some of which
are incredibly vivid. These notes are written some years after their occurrence
and are just examples of those OBE's that I remember.
What
distinguishes these OBE events from dreams is:
- The
ability to see with the etheric or astral eyes.
- The
initial separation of the astral body from the physical body.
- Finding
myself on the balcony of my flat ready to fly and doing a reality check to ensure
that I am not in my physical body, which would get injured if I fell 10 feet to
the ground;
- An
awareness that I am having an OBE.
- When
I return from an astral experience I feel a sense of achievement and exhilaration.
Even
though I have many flying dreams where I am either flying at a low level close
to the ground, or skiing on my bare feet over the ground, these flying dreams
do not fit my criteria for an OBE.
I
have noticed that the OBE's are more likely to occur if:
- The weather is hot, or
- If
the body is overheated from too many blankets, and
- If
my sexual energy is high, and
- If
the air is ionised, either from an electrical storm, or from an Elanra negative
ion generator.
My
first out-of-body experience. (South Perth, WA. 1984)
My first out-of-body experience was in 1984.
I had been doing Osho's Dynamic Meditation every morning from 6:00am - 7:00am
for a few weeks. After breakfast I would have a nap for an hour or so. On this
occasion I opened my eyes and everything looked 'cross-eyed'. One eye was looking
away from me as normal while the other was looking back at me on the bed. Then
I found myself leaning against the bedroom wall, looking towards my body on the
bed. As I leaned against the wall I fell through it. This terrified me, and as
a result I slammed back into my body with a jolt. I woke up and ran to a friend
in the next room for consolation.
Thereafter
I had an OBE about once a year. Most were experienced on the Gold Coast, Queensland
Australia which is renowned for its electrical storms.
Sexual tension with a blonde triggers an altered state of consciousness.(Elanora,
Gold Coast, Qld. 1991)
On this occasion I had invited a woman friend to a party, at the house that
I shared with a few friends. It was a typical Gold Coast summer, hot and humid.
She had two young children who also came to the party. I invited the woman to
spend the night with me which she did. Her eight year old son slept on the other
side of a partition while her five year old daughter slept on a mattress in the
corner of our room. A floor to ceiling window allowed enough light to enter the
room so that I could just see the furniture in the room. We initiated sexual activity
but because of the proximity of her children we decided to leave it till later.
This left me in a state of sexual tension.
It
was about 2:00am and I thought I was still awake but must have gone to sleep.
I could see everything in the room in shades of black and white, except that some
of the objects in the room were different from the waking reality. Then I sensed
an energy that was represented to me by a character I had seen in a fantasy film,
a large devil with horns on his head and deep voice. This energy did not seem
friendly at all, and was trying to get at the young girl in the room, so in my
mind I extended an arm to block his move. I had a conversation with the energy
and sent him to the 'light'.
When
I woke, I related the experience to my friend who said that her daughter was in
contact with a relative who had passed away some years before, and that he was
like a guide to her. What is interesting about this experience is of the ability
to see through closed eyelids, and that what you see is not exactly how it is
in the waking state.
An
OBE triggered by an electrical storm. (Currumbin, Gold Coast, Qld. 1993)
I
was living in a house that perched on the side of a hill, just 100m from the beach.
It was summer and this experience happened around 5:00am as an electrical storm
was brewing.
I
woke up with an erection, the sun had risen, the weather was hot and I listened
to the rumbling of thunder before drifting back into sleep. However, I could still
see the bedroom through my closed eyelids. It was dark and the colours were muted,
not at all like the way it looked when I had woken some minutes before. Then I
found myself drifting under a crack at the bottom the bedroom door and out into
the lounge room which had windows that gave a 270 degree view of the ocean. There
were thick black clouds broiling over a jade ocean and two warships which belched
smoke from stacks on the deck. I moved back and forth between my bedroom and the
lounge room for about a half an hour.
Some
OBE's seem to have more dream content than others, but the content should not
detract from our willingness to explore the out of body state. In addition dreams
can be quite difficult to interpret because they may originate from just one,
or all of the seven subtle bodies, and since each subtle
body has its own symbology there may be a mixing of symbols in the dream content.
High negative ionisation triggers an OBE. (Palm Beach, Gold Coast, Qld.
(1995)
It was
summer, and I had just purchased an Elanra negative ion generator which I used
for the first time that night. Sometime around 5:00am I awoke with an erection
then went back to sleep, but had an awareness that my mind was awake while my
body was asleep. It felt like a perfect opportunity to leave my body, so I tried
to open my eyes. My eyelids opened and I was able to see the bedroom ceiling and
the rest of the bedroom with my peripheral vision in the morning light. Everything
looked as it does in the normal waking state.
I
closed my eyelids then tried to open my 'other' eyes. This time I could see the
room as in my other experiences. The room was dark and some of the objects in
the room were new or slightly different. I closed the etheric eyes and tried to
open 'other' eyes. This time my astral body wiggled inside the physical body.
It released from the head down to the waist first, then with some additional effort
it detached from the waist down to the feet. While this was happening I could
see my body on the bed as with normal eyes, but as the astral body detached itself
from the physical body, everything in my field of vision was seen in bright pastel
colours.
I immediately
found myself on the first floor bedroom, balcony, overlooking a small garden which
is backed by a wooden fence that separates my block of flats from a tourist caravan
park behind. I jumped onto the balcony railing and remember thinking, that if
I jumped off I could hurt my physical body, but I was able to convince myself
that I was out of my physical body which was on a bed behind me, and as such it
was quite safe to jump, which I did.
I
flew gently to the ground and landed next to the fence. It is just an ordinary
wooden fence which has become marked with salt, moss, lichen and weathering, but
with my astral eyes it looked like something you would see in a laboratory under
a microscope with UV florescence. There were bright pastel colours from the entire
spectrum, but there was a particular powder blue and a green that caught my attention.
There were also a range of yellow and red ochres. I walked along the fence-line,
fascinated with the colours of the fence, the grass and the plants, then I found
myself over the fence in the caravan park, about 25 metres away from my block
of flats.
I have
never been in the caravan park before but it seemed to be different to what it
would be in a waking reality. Then a German Shepherd dog padded over to me wagging
its tail. I am scared of strange dogs but this one seemed to be quite friendly,
and the awareness that I was out of my body gave me confidence, so I patted it
on the back. In retrospect it didn't seem like a normal dog but more like it represented
an energy that wished to communicate.
Then
I felt myself being drawn back to my block of flats, which from the outside looked
a little different to how it looks in the waking state. I flew over the fence
and shimmied up the balcony railings like a monkey. As soon as I found myself
on my balcony I was back in my body on the bed.
What
I find interesting about this OBE is the three types of eyes or vision that are
available. My feeling is that each subtle body has
its own way of seeing. The first or physical body has eyes with colour or black
and white vision that we are all familiar with. The second body also known as
the etheric body or unconscious mind sees in black and white, and sepia tones
with a little muted colour. There is some distortion of the content and some additional
content when viewing with the eyes of the second body.
The
eyes of the third or astral body sees things in brilliant pastel colours. As with
the second body, there is some distortion of the content and some additional content
when viewing with the eyes of the third body.
Intense
sexual energy and an electrical storm trigger an astral travelling experience. (Palm Beach, Gold Coast, Qld. 1995)
Sometime
around 5:00am I was having a sexy dream and awoke with an erection. It was summer,
and there was thunder and lightning from an electrical storm, but no rain. I felt
like I was on the verge of having an orgasm, and as the feeling intensified there
was a sensation from my testicles. It was like a physical tension that sent out
intense sensations of electricity from my genitals, through my body. Throughout
the entire OBE, each burst of sexual energy provided the energy necessary for
the astral travelling experience.
I
opened the eyes of my second body and the room looked dark, then I opened the
eyes of my third body and found myself in the lounge room. I moved to the lounge
room balcony in my first floor flat that looks out over the end of a short cul
de sac, and gives me a view of a small range of hills about 5 km's away. As I perched
on the railing ready to launch off, fear of hurting my physical body forced me
to do a reality check, to ensure that my physical body was safe in bed, and that
it was only my astral body that was going to take the jump.
I
flew from the balcony, down the street and towards the hills. Writing these notes
some 8 years later I do not remember all the details but what sticks in my mind
is the following: I flew slowly into a room with tiered seating, as you would
find in a lecture theatre. There was an 'audience' of about 100 identical women
who sat motionless and silently in their chairs. Their eyes all stared towards
some unknown object, but one of the women moved enough to look directly at me.
As I hovered closer towards her we made eye contact, and I swear that she could
see me. The feeling is that she was an intelligent being who was aware of my presence
as much as I was aware of her presence. Nothing was said, there was just the feeling
of recognition.
I
remember that I explored a lot of territory far from home, which unfortunately
now I have scant recollection, but that experience of meeting that woman shall
always remain with me, and I know that it was not a dream, nor ordinary dream
content.
In this
OBE there was the usual merging of dream content from each of the subtle bodies,
but as with the other OBE's, the Witness/Awareness is strong enough to be able to explore the experience. I do not know if an astral
travelling experience brings with it a partial awakening in the third body or
if it 'just' the Witness/Awareness that has the experience of the dreams of the
astral body.
Raised
body temperature triggers an OBE. (Palm Beach, Gold Coast, Qld. 1995)
It
was summer and the night was cool. On this occasion I must have covered myself
with a blanket during the night because by 5:00am my body was overheated. Once
again I was having a sexy dream and there was a feeling of electricity which radiated
in pulses from my left testicle.
I
freed the astral body, then found myself on the balcony of my flat. After doing
a reality check I flew from the balcony and quickly found myself at night in a
laneway at the back of a block of strip shops. It was illuminated with street
or security lighting. On one side of the lane there was a wall, and on the other
were the backs of buildings, old and dirty brick walls, drainage pipes, small
windows with security screens, and fire stairwells. I was alone and spent some
time just floating around the laneway examining the features.
Then
I flew from the laneway and found myself near a camp fire circled by men and women.
The memory is now quite hazy but I remember thinking that the new landscape contrasted
with that of the laneway. It was more day than night, there was a full moon, and
the area was illuminated by a yellowish light. The ground, people, buildings and
trees were bathed in the same yellow glow.
When
I left the yellow area I came to the edge of a forest. It was very dark, and there
was no moon. I did not have the courage to explore this area, as it seemed so
vast and it felt like it would take a lifetime to do so. There was also something
a little foreboding about being on the edge of this territory.
Even
though my memory of this OBE is scant, what I remember quite clearly was that
I visited three or four different areas, which were at different times of the
day or night. It seemed as if some of these areas just abutted onto the next,
without the gradual transition you would expect in our normal waking world. This
experience also gave the opportunity to explore a range of totally different environments
in close proximity to each other.
Attempting
to get contact details from a character in a lucid dream. (Palm Beach, Gold
Coast, Qld. 2004)
In
this lucid dream I say to myself, "I am having a lucid dream therefore I
can fly and do anything." So I fly but cannot get very far from the ground.
I ask one of the characters in the dream for their address and phone number, which
I write down but of course I do not have when I wake up later. At one stage there
is a huge landscape, with hills and large steel factory type sheds. It is night
time and I can hear beautiful music which reminds me of Vivaldi, The Four Seasons, so I try and make my own music. Somehow I create a CD player and insert a CD but
the music is weak. In a way this experience is similar to the previous attempt
at flying. I go up to a few people and try to engage them in conversation, but
the result is what you would expect in normal life, where it can be difficult
to get rapport with a stranger in the street.
Reflecting
on this lucid dream makes me think that the characters in this type of dream may
be the images of other people who are asleep, and unless they are lucid dreaming
then they are not going to have any awareness of their state. I shall try and
place and advertisement in my future dreams to hold a meeting with other lucid
dreamers.
My feeling
is that the landscape and characters in a lucid dream may have a structure similar
to the that of the waking reality. In the waking reality we engage in real world
behaviours which are constrained by real world physics. In the lucid dream and
OBE reality we are probably constrained by the physics of this type of reality.
In the same way that we learn how to move in the real world, we should also be
able to learn how to move in the worlds of lucid dreaming and OBE's.
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